You can get a good Vibrator for about £20.You dont have to pay a fortune because they all do the same job! As long as it takes small batterie's not an outboard motor then it will be fine! All it has to do is vibrate then the rest is up to you,you'll find what works best for you once youv'e tried it a couple of times.Enjoy! You'll have to get one online then. But you'll need a credit or debit card first, but sometimes you can get them from ebay with a personal check, mailing cash or money order. You shouldn't be scared. I'm too afraid to go to shops just because I live in a small college town and someone I know would see me go in there, or possibly work there. I wouldn't be afraid if I knew nobody I knew saw me there. Otherwise, the person at the counter doesn't care what you do. Half of all women own Vibrator , so a lot of them have to check out with embarrassment. But what are shops for? You go Vibrator there to buy stuff like that. Don't be scared.